Self Hate Bad Dub

As I walk through this cluster
Of people that I look upon as buster
I continue to keep one of
My feet in this gutter
Maybe that's my way of puttin'
The day in place ain't too much okay
You can tell by how I wear This face
But don't you worry, this is my journey
Fellas keep your fists up
Women keep it dirty fly little birdy as I
Walk through this puzzle
Puttin' it together makin' sure
The laugh stays Muffled
They congregated on the corner of the block
Tryin' to come up with the plan so
They can close Down the shop
Unsuccessfully all attempts oppressin' we
Testing we
Bringing we one closer to the Destiny
Yes it be the fool that
Burnt down the school
Tryin' to turn around the frown and make
Everything seem cool
Sittin' on my stool showing off my muscles
Caught between a chuckle and a "Fuck
You" and "I love you"
They buckle and bend When I
Start up the binge
This structure can't Handle the whole weight
They struggle cause they Pride won't
Let em give in, so I'm a let em cuddle
With they own self hate

Come on mash that dream
Into a telephone pole
Catch that beam let it caress
The soul, she don't Need me, he don't
Need love, they won't see Through, they
Caught a bad dub, I walk down the
Street in search of a home, a
Virtual me inside My head roams, way too
Buzzed and the ride's too Rough
Can't read what I wrote last
Night on the Bus

I put footprints across each inch
I've left fingerprints on the
Way that you listen
The women distract me, I give in, gladly
Stayed Vision
Try not to stray from the mission
Holy cough drops
Am I the next to get knocked off?
Played a game of hop-scotch and
Stepped on a soft spot
Can't fall off if you don't
Reach for the top
So I'm a stay below the radar
And keep what I got
I don't sleep a lot i don't like to dream
Shoved my thoughts in your mouth
Just to stifle your screams
If the light was green I'd put
The Pedal to the metal
Put the flame to the kettle tryin'
To keep the pain settled
Change up the level, turn the treble down
Dosey doe with the Angel and
Spin the Devil round
Gotta get a better sound out
Of this mis matched system
Got a city full of heads
Can't none catch the rhythm
So let me run through these motions some more
We Gon' see the light once
I kick open this door
We Gon' be alright, DJ spin the breaks
So I can make Everybody
Embrace they self hate

You can mash that dream into a telephone pole
Catch that beam let it caress the soul
She don't need me, he don't need love
They won't see through
They caught a bad dub