Y'all Niggas

Y'all niggas think shit is sweet
Y'all niggas really be out here in love and shit
I mean, I'm happy for y'all, don't get me wrong
I want it too
Y'all niggas have this idea that we're supposed to be in love right now
Getting on with our lives, but how?
When we hardly even know ourselves
When were niggas gonna tell us that mid twenties
Was all about getting to truly know yourself all over again
Getting to know yourself again even after figuring out
That everyone will hurt you at some point in this lifetime
They never warned us about the feeling of constantly standing in the rain alone
Having to constantly remind myself that I cannot control everything
Struggling to silence my mind and find release 'cause at any moment I might explode
Y'all niggas don't know what it's like to have an inexhaustible heart
My shit is unable to be used up because my heart exists in abundance
It's hard to be myself and live behind that
I just wonder sometimes what it is that I'm doing wrong
Where's my love?