Keep Waking Up

[HOOK]
I’m living a lie
I’m living a lie for what
I’m turning the mind
I’m turning the mind to dust
I put me aside
I put me aside for lust
I feel like I died
A million times and up
Why do I, why do I, why do I keep waking up
Why do I, why do I, why do I keep waking up
Why do I, why do I, why do I keep waking up
Why do I, why do I, why do I keep waking up

[VERSE]
I don’t know if this is real life
Tell me what I did last night
Why does every day feel like
This is going to be my last night
I gotta chill, gotta act right
Gotta a few scars from the past life
Got me waking up sad like
Why is everybody mad like
They don’t ever make mistakes
Everybody so great
I hit the bottle to escape
I’m too afraid to run away for real
I’ve been looking for a major deal
I can barely even pay the bills
If you shoot you better aim to kill
I don’t wanna be alive
And if I die for a wake
I know everything will be OK
Tell the devil I’ll be at the gate
Heavens line was too long to wait
Wait, wait
This a mistake
I don’t want to die but I’m slipping away
I’m screaming for help but there’s nobody home
I’m falling asleep and I end up awake

[HOOK]
I’m living a lie
I’m living a lie for what
I’m turning the mind
I’m turning the mind to dust
I put me aside
I put me aside for lust
I feel like I died
A million times and up
Why do I, why do I, why do I keep waking up
Why do I, why do I, why do I keep waking up
Why do I, why do I, why do I keep waking up
Why do I, why do I, why do I keep waking up