mirror

When you in the daylight, tell me who you really tryna be in the morning?
When you in the daylight, tell me who you really tryna see in the morning?
When you in the daylight, tell me who you really tryna be in the morning? (Who you tryna be?)
When you in the daylight, tell me who you really tryna be?

I want police to come pull me over
So I can have company
Shoot me with a bullet that'll be closer to me than all of my fiends
Ambitions shining like the sun until it over powers me
I wonder if my only son would be the one that's proud of me

Cuz the women I bring into my life is shown the dark in me
I try to run away but like a addict, I want dopamine
Into my system like a rhythm that show cadence to the beat
Don't know what would you see in me

Surrounded by the vicious
Covering my vision
I just wanna be the living
Organism organizing what I know to be God's children

I just wanna ask for help
Whenever I see I'm sinnin'
But in all my shame I dealt
With all my hell like a villain

Embracing imperfections in a method that's condescending
Cope the stressing in some avenues that only leads to stressing
Then I would be the one who's begging to find all of my blessings
When I know the actions that I caused reveals that I'm a wreckage

So tell me who gon' save me?
Tell me who gon' show the route?
Tell me who gon be the one that never guides me with their doubt?
Success is what'll bring me happiness?
Know that's for the clout
Cuz I've been joyful everyday with a gun inside my mouth

Deceiving myself with thinking loneliness a curse
Convincing my feelings that it's ok to be staying with her
Taking advantage of her love to then destroy our lives it hurts
To be the one who say they care with guidance leading to the hearse

But I'm the one who selflessly admit it
By grace alone I am revealed towards all of my sinnin'
I hope you understand the reason why I said I'm leaving
The death I tried to give to you but now I leave for living

So I pray to God
Seeing what I've done thus far
Only opposing the one in mirror, I'm involved
In all the killing, I don't know what to feel at all
Crazy how I'm clueless of what I'm feeling ahh

Need a beginning
Reminder of what I'm really feeling
No more of Linen
Of females covering my feelings
Knowing the meaning
Of what it means to find security
Up until the point you finding it in me