Appalachian
[Intro: Sample]
Love again
Love again
Love again
Love again
(Fuck with the Inferno)
[Verse 1]
I'm chasing a life I might never get
Looking down on every optimist
Scared of the man I would change to
Now I start to feel like Im Optimus
Now, killing shit's so autonomous
Like a second habit I adopted it
She was worried I could not commit
But she fucked up I could not forget
Problems on problems I feel like I'm drowning
Put in the work but this shit like a mountain
All of the niggas I lost can't count it
Now I got haters they tryna surround me
Somebody help cuz I been on my own
SOS just pick up the phone
Clouding my judgement I cannot atone
Made it so far that I gave up my home
[Hook]
Hate me while I'm gone
While I'm here why you so sincere?
Everybody changes I was dangling by my hopes here
You ain't ever seen a demon with a halo
All the pressure made a nigga wanna lay low
[Verse 2]
Starting to feel like a nihilist
Unapologetic and violent
Losing hope in my future
Think it all died like the Mayan end
Been to every psychiatrist
They was pushing pills I could not pretend
Overdosing off a medication
I was going deep off a dark descent
Found light it got snuffed out
Fucked up is my vibe now
Barely talked for a couple years
But its too late to keep quiet now
Been scared of those voices
Frightened off of my choices
Everybody got they hopes up
But that shit to me is just poison
[Hook]
Hate me while I'm gone
While I'm here why you so sincere?
Everybody changes I was dangling by my hopes here
You ain't ever seen a demon with a halo
All the pressure made a nigga wanna lay low
[Verse 3]
Look, I been dealing with the changes and addiction, switching
Work hard I'm not tryna be a victim, so sickening
I been dirty in a world so filthy, it kills me
Men lie, men die off a pill dream, excuse me
How you live with the doubt and confliction, just listen
Trapped up, shacked up in a prison, no vision
Stay strong can't forget that mission
Stay strong can't forget that mission
Die today how you make that killing
Die today how you make that killing
Living damned, I'm the living proof
Living damned, I'm the living proof
A gemini thats been twice removed
A gemini thats been twice removed