How Can You Say That?

How can you say that?
Tell me imma be like my pops, well guess what I'm not
How can you say that?
They judged me because of my past said I would relapse
How can you say that?
Tell me that I ain't have a shot and there was no God
I am encourage by all the discouragement, Bala won't stop 'til the day that he drops
How can you say that?
Tell me imma be like my pops, well guess what I'm not
How can you say that?
They judged me because of my past said I would relapse
How can you say that?
Tell me that I ain't have a shot and there was no God
I am encourage by all the discouragement, Bala won't stop 'til the day that he drops
They have the nerve to reach for exposure but until I open my mouth then it's over
They want to talk and act like they're open
They tell you what they want so that you don't notice
The facts that are hidden
That I'm constantly spitting emotionally torn the love that was missing
My help didn't come from the world or anyone in it, God said that He wasn't finished
God trusted the people that had me i made mistakes and they were not happy
Every move that is made it was crappy nothing was funny but I seen them laughing
The love came with distance if I don't live up to their expectations then I'm tripping
You had control but something was missing the stories you told it all was just sickening
See here is the difference it's like you had to love me but you wished you didn't
Was a faithful sinner but now that I'm saved it seems like ya'll bitter
They plan to destroy me and everyone with me
But I am forgiven, their chamber is empty
I tried to ignore it been quiet for so long speaking is tempting
I ripped off the bandage, reopen the wound the process of healing eventually starts
If you are looking for someone that's perfect I'll start off by saying I'm missing the mark
Since the day I was born I'm forever flawed you'll remind me of everything wrong
You might not like it but it's time I fight it I'm praying none of us will have to fall
How can you say that?
Tell me imma be like my pops, well guess what I'm not
How can you say that?
They judged me because of my past said I would relapse
How can you say that?
Tell me that I ain't have a shot and there was no God
I am encourage by all the discouragement, Bala won't stop 'til the day that he drops
I am now living they bring up my past they worship the old me
I swear that they miss him
I am forgiven but they don't forget it they quick to point fingers and say that I did it
I'm living by faith but the fear is the reason their motives are driven
Now who are kidding I'll kill off the gossiping spirit the proof is the way that I'm living
Bring up the past all memories vivid but I shut 'em down, authority given
I'm dealt with by God and just like His Son, they had put him down the new one is risen
You can distract me but I'm on a mission, I'm a father as long as I'm living
They hate it because now I'm out of their game they love when I'm living in shame
I know where I came from and that's why your mad
I'm glad that you realize that I'm not the same
They pulling me back but I got strength they want me to spazz but I will not break
I won't give it to you got too much at stake, protecting my family the ones that you hate
There's a reason why I need my space, see I'm working on what I can change
How can you say that?
Tell me imma be like my pops, well guess what I'm not
How can you say that?
They judged me because of my past said I would relapse
How can you say that?
Tell me that I ain't have a shot and there was no God
I am encourage by all the discouragement, Bala won't stop 'til the day that he drops
How can you say that?
Tell me imma be like my pops, well guess what I'm not
How can you say that?
They judged me because of my past said I would relapse
How can you say that?
Tell me that I ain't have a shot and there was no God
I am encourage by all the discouragement, Bala won't stop 'til the day that he drops