Letter 2 My Younger Self
If I could write a letter
To who I can remember
If I could write a letter
If I could write a letter
To who I can remember
Feel lonely in December
It cold without a sweater
If I could write a letter
Would I feel any better
I drive myself to pleasure
I crash and fuck the fender
She a home wrecker, but I can't get enough
Heartbreaker, steady tearing me up
So clever, in my head from the jump
Don't enter, way you feel like a drug
No shelter, need a home and a hug
Smoke pressure, and I choke in my lungs
And that shit take my pain away, keep me A-OK
Lotta feels and percy pills inside these 808s
I been here since freshman year, I watch it fade to grey
I can hear you shed your tears when I be states away
Cause we was up in South Beach
And now you there without me
And I hope that you proud b, yuh
Broke everything you vowed me, yuh
All the wedding rings you showed me, yuh
All the children that we lost be, yuh
Steady coming back to haunt me, yuh
Got me running back to your feet, yuh
You cut like caine, so I pop pills
To numb my pain, so I can't feel
The drugs I take, when you're not here
The plugs I play, and rob unfair
It's just my way, cause I don't care
She fuck my face, and ride like chair
Lost baggage, can't find it
Write a letter to myself as a wise man
Write a letter to myself I'm describing
All the bullshit I'm gon have to vibe with
And I hope that he can do what I did
Breaking your back every single night bitch
So I wrote facts hoping I would find this
In a cold past looking for some guidance
You really just made me so selfish and so heartless
If I could like write a letter to myself I fucking would
If I could write a letter
To who I can remember
Feel lonely in December
It cold without a sweater
If I could write a letter
Would I feel any better
I drive myself to pleasure
I crash and fuck the fender
She a home wrecker, but I can't get enough
Heartbreaker, steady tearing me up
So clever, in my head from the jump
Don't enter, way you feel like a drug
No shelter, need a home and a hug
Smoke pressure, and I choke in my lungs