Far From Normal
Lemme think back to the times I miss
Roll around town hanging out of whip
Nowadays life just feel like a mess
Sometimes wish they didn't know I exist
Feeling the pressure like are they impressed
Or is all of this shit gonna come to an end
Save it or spend
So many questions I don't know the answer it all just depends
How I'm feeling when the day is starting
Sometimes good but the others darker
Check my phone and see what they talking
They got a lot to say but I beg your pardon
Losing hope when I don't see results
I came so far but I'm still not close
To what I wanna be when the curtains close
My life not normal I can't lose hope
They don't really know me like they think they do
I been through a lotta things they never knew
But everything I do is all part of the plan
Yeah they hate it or they love it
They don't understand
I'm far from normal
I'm far from normal
They don't understand
The shit that I just had to go through
Yeah I'm far from normal
I'm far from normal
I been doing everything that they all said I won't do
Aye, check my phone and see my mama calling
I don't wanna talk got a lotta problems
Some of them still too far from solving
She can hear pain in my voice when I'm talking yeah
I don't know what's gotten into me
I'm turning into my enemy
Whole lotta money that's sent to me
But nothing ever be helping me
Cuz I be struggling mentally, yeah
I did a lot but it's not enough
Proving myself is the shit I love
The more that I get then the more that I give
A hundred percent that I put into this
Leaving the past and I'm making some room
I know that my blessings gon be coming soon
I cannot ever go hideaway
Cuz people depend on the shit I say
They don't really know me like they think they do
I been through a lotta things they never knew
But everything I do is all part of the plan
Yeah they hate it or they love it
They don't understand
I'm far from normal
I'm far from normal
They don't understand
The shit that I just had to go through
Yeah I'm far from normal
I'm far from normal
I been doing everything that they all said I won't do