Childhood Memories

I just need some time Im tryna think straight
I just need a moment in my own space
Ask me how I'm doing I say ok
Yeah, but ain't that what we all say
Trapping hard I remember getting no plays
We stuck forever dese my brothers from the old days
Keep stuffing woods up with exotic I ain't tryna feel no pain
But I'm planting seeds and they can't grow if ain't no rain
Can't waste no time to ease my mind I keep staying busy
Pain in his eyes seen niggas die so he tote his glizzy
Get outta line you can't take mine I'm spinning til I'm dizzy
Been on my grind you see me shine now you say you miss me
hit the streets that shi got deep jus hope I find sum land
Plays on my phone I can't go home until I find sum bands
Sister got tired so it was time that I became a man
Early morning it was just us I had a master plan
Fights with the reaper pray I win God don't take my soul
I went up north to get away but I still keep my pole
And I told Lil Marc keep it solid and he never told
Big glizzy tucked up in my sweats Im walkin pigeon toed
Dont wanna talk bitches say Im rude
Cant sleep at night im seeing White
He with me I know I cant lose
I cant think twice i seen that light
At the end of the day its me or you
All bark no bite I ain't hearing you right
Cant let em play me like a fool
I just need some time Im tryna think straight
I just need a moment in my own space
Ask me how I'm doing I say ok
Yeah, but ain't that what we all say
Sometimes I think back to old days
And the pointless conversations with the old me
Back when my momma used to hold me
I wish somebody would've told me
If you were
Trapping hard I remember getting no plays
We stuck forever dese my brothers from the old days
Keep stuffing woods up with exotic I ain't tryna feel no pain
But I'm planting seeds and they can't grow if ain't no rain
Can't waste no time to ease my mind i keep staying busy
Pain in his eyes seen niggas die so he tote his glizzy
Get outta line you can't take mine I'm spinning til I'm dizzy
Been on my grind you see me shine now you say you miss me
Rep my gang forever screaming fuck the other side
Steady popping on the gram won't catch him offline
Im standing tall up in these trenches catch me frontline
Cashing out on every load no he can't front mine
My life a movie free the gang just know they coming soon
BeBe stay talking know he poppin shit just like a ballon
Killing all the birds ain't talkin tweety ain't no cartoon
Cant swim with me I got the biggest shark on a harpoon
My brother stressing I gotta get it
This ain't no test but we counting digits
My hood invested they say I'm the realest
Real pain up in my words just know Im heard
Boy you gotta feel it
I just need some time Im tryna think straight
I just need a moment in my own space
Ask me how I'm doing I say ok
Yeah, but ain't that what we all say