What I’m Here For

If I could sleep for just a week
I know you'd be calling me
Then I could tell you what it means
Not to hear from you
Was it only hours ago
When I was talking with you
Trying to tell you what to do
Or is my memory that weak?

Did nothing I ever say to you
No way I ever thought of you mean
Or do anything at all
And you're not defenseless or pointless
It's just a ringing in your ear
Just a dead love [?]
It doesn't go anywhere

Sometimes it speaks for me
Other times it speaks loosely
But never is ever
Both at once
When I was mean, I never mean
Everything that I spoke to you [?]
Which is why I sometimes wish
I could take it all back

Have I found something
That's actually true?
I'm not sure it matters now
Don't know what to do, but
If I could sleep for just a week
And wake up just before
It all begins again
I'll know what I'm here for

Alright, you're good