SOLITUDE

[1st VERSE]
Do you really believe in me?
Or you're holding on just to get cheese with me
I could let you go on too easily
But I hold on to you so you can eat with me
Yet I'll sit here with some cotton mouth
I'll let you eat first
I wanna put my heart on reserve
Yeah
I mean, it's part of life now
It's becoming a norm for everyone in a form like me to be entitled or feel like they're right now
I'm getting better and better, but losing you to the cheddar ain't part of the plan, I'm keeping things like that
I'm going through my endeavors and you should never say never' you know it could manifest anytime like that
I feel like a really bad doctor because I'm losin' my patience
I feel like I want all my dreams now but it will feel like I'm racin'
My dreams are too big for a small mind, gotta embrace it
If you could see what I see from this view man it is amazin'
I know what I want life
I know what I want to do now
I know where I wanna go, I got the passion, ambition but first I gotta leave my town
A lot of relations we're pulling me back and they went like a merry-go-round
Not ready for everything
But I hope you are now ready to settle things now

[Lauryn Hill Excerpt]
Never be afraid of not knowing
You know, find out
Because that's how you get to mastership
Let's not be mediocre in our greatness
You know what I mean?
Like think big

[2nd VERSE]
Ain't nobody gon' take the light from me but anyways man
I got passion for it
Chronologically my mind is forward
When I break out imma buy her a whole lot of things, I'm talking about mostly foreign
Even though mama wants me to keep this as a hobby I wanna put everything in
No matter what's coming at me, things are gonna work in sequence I can say that again
The glow up is loading, you know?
You're gonna see greatness unfold
But doubt in the back of my mind is keeping me pretty far away from my zone
I'm about to become the person I've been dreamin' to be and you better believe
The pieces will move in with ease
If this is my true destiny
The door is here I need the keys
I hope that you're praying for me 'cause I don't wanna be swallowed up by the lifestyle
Everybody can get it, nobody can do it like me and today I won't pipe down
Man I was a nobody
High value but still viewed as nobody
You taking my kindness for granted hurt me inside turning me into a cold body
But I'm learning
To separate sensuality from purpose
I might have to figure things out
I might have to open the curtains
I know it'll work out I'm certain
The root is inside now the flower will blossom to be a whole beauty that's me
It's your boy B double E
That's if you never knew me
By now you should better believe