Why Did You Tell Me Everything

I believe we can feel conflicting things
Like the way you're my cure or your my disease
Like the way you miss him and you're still kissing me
Oh why, why did you tell me everything?

And I'm trying
To kill all these useless feelings
So that we can just get over and learn to be
But you look in my eyes when I'm so hard to see
Oh why, why did you tell me everything?

I'm not mad
At you
I'm just mad
At the truth

You keep on asking when I'll be okay
I can't give you an answer
At least not today
I'm too easily swayed when you start to sing
Oh why, why did you tell me everything

Should've been listening to all your thoughts
Not just the ones that sounded like love
I don't blame you, maybe you'll blame me
Oh, 'cause you fucking told me everything
Why did you tell me?