I’m Trying to Disappear

This life’s not inventing
The fighting in me has ceased
When it looks like I’m
Growing
Thin
And
Weak
Please don’t hesitate to cut the leash
It’s only a matter of time
Before I inherit my bloodlines evils
I don’t think it’s wise for me to get close to too many people
My bruises seem to be breeding
And my boys becoming a landing strip for flies
In the mirror watching blood dry
Trying to cut out the bags beneath my eyes
My skin is turning grey
I haven’t bathed in days
Please don’t encourage me
I’m enslaved I can’t be saved
Enslaved I can’t be saved, Enslaved I can't be saved
Enslaved I can’t be saved, Enslaved I can't be saved
Enslaved I can’t be saved, Enslaved I can't be saved
Enslaved I can’t be saved, Enslaved I can't be saved
Enslaved I can’t be saved, Enslaved I can't be saved
Enslaved I can’t be saved, Enslaved I can't be saved
Enslaved I can’t be saved, Enslaved I can’t be saved