Kneecapped

Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught
Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop
I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top
Making guap n doin drugs is all I wanted
Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught
Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop
I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top
Making guap n doin drugs is all I wanted

Living this way I guess I make it look easy
Truly everyday feels so speedy
Like I never get the second to appreciate
The moment
Let me reiterate it doesn't matter what it takes
In the dirt I designate and my resting place
I aint headed into any other space
I stay on the chase like I'm Wiley
I'm in my head so don't mind me
What i said you'll have to remind me
Where I'm at you cannot find me
All my plans have perfect timing
Any other way I can't handle it
Something goes wrong then the planet rips
I ask for honesty but I'm served a can of fibs
Rather have the whiskey just a lil sip
Then another dab just a little bit
Pack a bowl on top just to feel like shit
Restart 'til I feel like I don't exist
In this world where I don't fit
Covered in problems that I can't fix

Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught
Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop
I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top
Making guap n doin drugs is all I want
Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught
Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop
I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top
Making guap n doin drugs is all I want

Wakin' up late and I feel like I'm in slow-mo
Wanna get baked the second I'm mobile
Gravitate without even thinking about it
Hesitate for a second then keep on going
It's what I always wanted just to be crazy
Just to smoke weed and be lazy
Just to keep my view hazy
Lately no one even hates me
I'm not worth the energy
Or I killed off my enemies
So if you intervene
On my process in-between
Changing perspectives like I'm switching screens
Unzipping sacks of green tied up like fishing strings
I'm wishing things could go back but the difference is
My past can not be changed I'm already set in stone
From broken bridges to broken bones
Lost my life but left it going like the dial tone
I sit on my own chair of swords but it isn't game of thrones
It's just how I go like Ray would say
It's the way of the road
But I chose this one to take
So i ask for no pity just your thoughts
And if I have any moves to make
I'll usually take the least expected
Which turns out to be my doomed mistake
No more room to inflate so it breaks
This damage I can't reflect it
But I'm the one who selected
Myself I have neglected
Not many things I have perfected
Realizing what I've done wrong
When it's too late is one of 'em
Kinda makes sense if you know where I'm coming from

Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught
Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop
I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top
Making guap n doin drugs is all I wanted
Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught
Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop
I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top
Making guap n doin drugs is all I wanted

Truly I don't know why anyone talks to me
And honestly a friend of mine you wouldn't wanna be
And I probably don't wanna see your face on my screen
It's just the things on the mind keeping me stuck in time
I have what I want but I still feel so empty
Maybe this world wasn't never meant for me
Maybe I ended up in the wrong century
Everything is adding up and I don't wanna hear it
I've tried so hard but broke my fuckin spirit
If you see me or just listen to my lyrics
It's just how I feel and I finally feel free to share it
But I've broken every mirror and took it all for granted
Now my reflection is warped and it's all slanted
I can't stand it and I'm the one to blame
I'm the one to claim but I can't be the one to change
Gods damn it