Never Tried

She just thinks I never tried
She thinks I never tried
I'll be getting high tonight
I'm getting high tonight
I try to forget the times
How many times you lied
The money's what I fantasize
As I keep living life
She just thinks I never tried
She thinks I never tried
I'll be getting high tonight
I'm getting high tonight
I try to forget the times
How many times you lied
The money's what I fantasize
As I keep living life
I pay attention to the clock
I pay attention to the time
If I overthink another second
I'll be wasting life
It ain't worth having a fear
Just look the devil in his eyes
No unequipping gear
Keep that protection by my side
She thought I talked too much
I thought I ain't talk enough
That's why it was time for us
To go move on with stuff
Held out but I got fed up
It became hard to trust
Fantasy's what I thought it was
But the thought's turned corrupted
I've been upset
Toxic like a cigarette
Fall apart, I got all regrets
There's no letting up yet
She just thinks I never tried
She thinks I never tried
I'll be getting high tonight
I'm getting high tonight
I try to forget the times
How many times you lied
The money's what I fantasize
As I keep living life
She just thinks I never tried
She thinks I never tried
I'll be getting high tonight
I'm getting high tonight
I try to forget the times
How many times you lied
The money's what I fantasize
As I keep living life
Fuck that, I'm over it all
Turn to the pills, consume alcohol
Inside of my system, it's my downfall
Phone do not disturb, ignore all the calls
Try to tell myself all the time, I'm okay
Deal with the outcome, no looking both ways
I get lost when I'm trying to navigate the life maze
I get money all the time, I swear it's not a phase
Hop up in this ride cause we about to win the race
I'd rather sit and watch the moon and stars all up in outer space
It's hard for me to talk on my emotions, keep it all away
Live for this shit, feels like I'm always on a chase
She just thinks I never tried
She thinks I never tried
I'll be getting high tonight
I'm getting high tonight
I try to forget the times
How many times you lied
The money's what I fantasize
As I keep living life
She just thinks I never tried
She thinks I never tried
I'll be getting high tonight
I'm getting high tonight
I try to forget the times
How many times you lied
The money's what I fantasize
As I keep living life