The Things I Can Not Afford to Forget (feat. Lost Cause)

Lately I been watching friends die
Screaming with my tongue tied
Forgetting what I said cause I don't believe my own lies
I know it's in my head
And lately I been wishing that I'm dead
And I meant what I said I don't have much left I'm dead
Lately I been watching friends die
Screaming with my tongue tied
Forgetting what I said cause I don't believe my own lies
I know it's in my head
And lately I been wishing that I'm dead
And I meant what I said I don't have much left I'm dead

I'm always waiting for tomorrow and it doesn't get better
I been unstable mind is racing changing like its the weather
I been a slave to it I hate the way I'm waiting to die
I'm sick the way I constantly trip up in my lies
But it takes over the moment and I'm a whole different person
And I been missing all the points that I been making in verses
And shit I question to the point where I don't know if it's worth it
Girl I know I deserve it you know this world isn't perfect

Lately I been watching friends die
Screaming with my tongue tied
Forgetting what I said cause I don't believe my own lies
I know it's in my head
And lately I been wishing that I'm dead
And I meant what I said I don't have much left I'm dead
Lately I been watching friends die
Screaming with my tongue tied
Forgetting what I said cause I don't believe my own lies
I know it's in my head
And lately I been wishing that I'm dead
And I meant what I said I don't have much left I'm dead

Look me in my eyes, so numb I can't cry
I think we all might die young
Run the money up, find a little love, get high
She don't know me, no, she don't know what I've done
27's okay, fast cars cocaine
I can't handle living any day the same way
Pain pills talking to the devil every day
I'ma make my little nose till I fade away
We gone make some fucking noise till we fade away
Till we fade away

Lately I been watching friends die
Screaming with my tongue tied
Forgetting what I said cause I don't believe my own lies
I know it's in my head
And lately I been wishing that I'm dead
And I meant what I said I don't have much left I'm dead
Lately I been watching friends die
Screaming with my tongue tied
Forgetting what I said cause I don't believe my own lies
I know it's in my head
And lately I been wishing that I'm dead
And I meant what I said I don't have much left I'm dead