Can I

They're faces give away what's in their mind, they get mad cuz I'm tryna change my life
I'm tryna face the fears that comes at night, they're known to quit when life comes too bite
They like to fight if I should shake the hand that's out
And have a life that they live but I'm taken a different route
You shouldn't give out your hand if you ain't helping out
That type of motivation's what I'm doing well without
I spend most of my time locked up in my house, I don't even go outside cuz i got no one else
To be by my side when I'm shot up and needing help
I'm surprised I haven't given up, I've saved myself
I ride to die, fall to rise, I won't play myself, color blind
They don't see that the light is green, their overwhelmed
Horror films what my life is so of course I'm ill, while they ask me how can i live in depression still.

I'm still dreaming, I'm still thinking about my future and if I
Can achieve it, can complete cuz they've told me I shouldn't try

We make up paint to cover up the lies, we wake up stained and wonder why
We take no blame when we taint our sky then try to kick the box to hang and die
You live your dream so why can't I, I'm tryna write in peace but you're in my mind
People always think it's a waste of time to pursue something that saved your life
I've fallen love with a monstrous sin it demolished how I was walking
But it's my fault and I cannot stay
Inside her coffin, I chose to fall in, the case is so solid, it smells like vomit
I've been locked in since a young age
I am sick of her temptation, need recalibration, she invade my mind like an alien, she took away my Innocence, he's tryna liberate me, can you relate to the things I'm stating
Unable to express knowing they'll berate me

I'm still dreaming, I'm still thinking about my future and if I
Can achieve it, can complete cuz they've told me I shouldn't try