Drowning
Pull me up cuz I'm drowning
Pull me up cuz I'm drowning
Been tied up with chains
These cinder blocks are dragging me down while I drown in pain
It's in my lungs can't even speak without sounding drained
Got a bunch of simple things that need answering
My mind leaves me dazed
Feeling like it's only me
Feels like I'll never get someone to love me for me
They look at me as if I'm a kid that's to dumb to read
Between the lines covered in lies with frosting inside thinking they can eat my sight
People act like they my friend but no they ain't
These women act interested
They just like my face
There's people who would rather recommend to be fake
Just know if you say that to me I'll spit real in your face
And hauk some truth down your lungs and ask how does it taste
It might sound gross but it's what they're asking for now a days
At the bottom with my hands cuffed can't escape
No one to embrace when I'm feeling like I'm a waist
Pull me up cuz I'm drowning
See my luck leaves me hopeless
Pull me up cuz I'm drowning
You're the cause of all this blood
Tryna scream for help but even I can't hear myself
Underwater still wondering if I'll grow some gills
Moved from being hung to being chained overwhelmed
In a spell that's tryna make me die and go to hell
This nerve damage in my head is causing me to faint
My words manage to get me out into open space
No complaints when I trip and fall in my own mistakes
She takes advantage when I'm alone in a lonesome place
I'm tasting loneliness like homelessness a bitter taste
But rather stay alone cuz knowing most people is fake
Makes me worry thinking one day she'll turn around and betray
Then say all men's the same as if she's the one who needs first aid
Got some green on my neck cuz I know your chain is fake
It can break and I can leave but I think I like the pain
But If I go someone will find me and do the same
And make this worse cuz I can see them but you I can't
Pull me up cuz I'm drowning
See my luck leaves me hopeless
Pull me up cuz I'm drowning
You're the cause of all this blood
The deeper I sink the more pressure I begin to take
The weaker I get the harder it is to break
She's waiting to see if I'll come up cuz it ain't too late
To give up but I'm gonna swim up so make no mistake
When I swim up she'll take me to a new place
To tie me up from my hands and feet then says she hates
Me, yet stays with me but I don't leave I just let it be
I'm used to this abusive treatment but that doesn't mean
That I wanna be beat
Trauma's making me think that I'll have kids who will hate me
Cuz they're mom makes em believe so how bout I stick to do me
And drown emotionally give my gold to a thief that won't appreciate me
My tongue is stuck to her pole that she'll never unfreeze
Has a gun to my soul saying don't mess with me
But I dare you to pull the trigger since your hating me
Good luck tryna take me back once I get up and leave
Pull me up cuz I'm drowning
Pull me up cuz I'm drowning