Maybe In Another Life

Dive into my state of mind
Expose me at my core
I'll confess all my delusions
Of how I'm always wanting more
I'll paint you a picture
That haunts me every night
Would everything be different
In another life?

There must be somewhere out there
Beyond my veiled eyes
The visions of a better place
That I can't recognise

Lost in the fantasy
Of being anyone but me
Lost in the dream
Of all the possibilities

If I had purpose
Would I still feel lost?
If I was safe
Would I still feel afraid?
Would I be free from pain?
Would I still feel this way?
If I could live another life

Run from the cold mistakes
To the warmth of a new start
Craving to be born again
Lead me down a different path
Following roads that left me beat and bruised
Let my soul seep
Slowly from these open wounds

Lost in the fantasy
Of being anyone but me
Lost in the dream
Of all the possibilities

Is this all I'll ever be?
The author of my own fucking tragedy

I do not belong
No strength to hold on
I am the cursed one
Misbegotten son
Let my memory fade

I've had enough
This feeling won't subside
There must be something out there
Maybe in another life

Let me start again
I'll make it count this time
Can I start over?
Maybe in another life