Honey, If You Hear

Taking my time
Connecting these dots
Not getting over but I'm feeling caught
Really impatient
I just can't wait
To learn the lessons leaving me estranged
Taking my breath
Reliving the pain
Sometimes dramatic suffering in vain
Is this real love or is it just power

cre you to blame or is it just me
Drowning myself swimming in deep sea
Yes i can swim but can you hold me
Not feeling strong but can you blame me

Reach for the light you held out your hands
Gasping for air you found me dry land
Is this real love or is it just power

Is this real love or is it just power
Is this real love or is it just power
Is this real love or is it just power

If you care then you'll hear me out
Hesitating each turn to feel you out
I'm waiting for your slip up to call you out
To fuel my doubts
Escape is a skill that I've learned
To heal my pain
Can anybody tell me why I feel this way
I hate to admit that I've pushed you away
To make me stay
Won't beg but I'm asking you please tell me

Tell me is it real love?
Tell me is it real love?
Tell me is it real love?
Baby is it real love?
In the summer, is it real love?

Something different they ask
Something different they ask
This that shit to put them on
Give your bitty whiplash
Pot to piss in off top
Smoking pots and pans
Kitchenaid i'm finna cop
I'm talking martha stewart bands
I got a wad in my dresser
It's a wrap like saran
I'm with the barefoot contessa
She said some shit I don't understand
I guess she wasn't talking money
I guess it wasn't part of the plan
So when she hit me on the face time
I pass that shit to my mans
Here you go
I'm just posted in the numbers
Singing with my shirt open like I'm usher
We gone do this every summer
I'm just posted in the numbers
Singing with my shirt open like I'm usher
We gone do this every summer
Every Summer
We gone kick it in the summer