Still Waiting for the Punchline

I want to find the water
That will wash the whole damned slate clean
Break down
Break up
We sleep in what we create

Right now, I'm living so much hate
Right here, my sins have all been paid
To you
Your friends
And for your sake
I feel dirty and
So depraved

My knees have bled
To hold you here
But now I've lost the taste
For lies force fed as time well spent

Right now, I'm living so much hate
Right here, my sins have all been paid
To you
Your friends
And for your sake
I feel dirty and
So depraved

And if another angel
Says just grin and bear it
I might be forced
To smash it's head
Against a wall
And never sin again

And if another angel
Says just grin and bear it
I might be forced
To smash it's fucking head
Against a wall
And never sin again
Against myself and trust in anyone
Write me off for suffering
It's a joke
I give up