Choose To Believe

When you touch me I get nervous
It's not that I don't want this
But I've been hurt more times than I've been held
I feel safe in the moment
But don't know how I'd take it
If you walked away after I left my shell
I'm used to no feelings
One and done dealings
Get them in and get them out as fast as I can
With you it's like an ocean
Can't detach emotion
I will drown if you don't lead me back to land
There's no way around it
Boy you found me out
I'm just trying to hide
But you won't let me be
No way to deny it
I want you tonight
I've lost all of my faith
But I choose to believe
Oh believe
Believe
You ask me why I'm distant
If my heart is still in it
I promise you it is more than you know
I pull away discreetly
Trying to make it easy
To protect myself if you just let me go
Many times I'm told that
People think I'm cold but
I will do anything to keep my spark alive
Trying to open up but
I'm so scared of love cause
If I just surrender then I can't win the fight
There's no way around it
Boy you found me out
I'm just trying to hide
But you won't let me be
No way to deny it
I want you tonight
I've lost all of my faith
But I choose to believe
Oh believe
Believe
There's no way around it
I'm falling tonight I'm
Letting you undress the pain that I've worn all my life
No way to deny it
I won't fight or fly if
You say you're the one who
Deserves to be believe
I choose to believe
Believe
I choose to believe
Believe