Constellations

I started to get so used to
Locking myself away
Preserving my disguise
Always telling myself
That there can be nothing else
Repeating all these stories
Of how it's all the same

From here on out
And for the rest of this life
I'll search for all of you
That I could find
And make it mine
For all these faults I chose
And all these times that I went wrong
Through all this pain I've caused
I began to understand
Where I belong

I was so sure that
This path will lead nowhere
I've told you to trust me
Cause I've been here before

And I've watched myself
Change in your eyes
I've changed in your eyes

From here on out
And for the rest of this life
I'll search for all of you
That I could find
And make it mine
For all these faults I chose
And all these times that I went wrong
Through all this pain I've caused
I began to understand
Where I belong