WISH

Wish I could love you how I love myself
Wish I could love you how I love myself
Wish I could love you how I love myself
Each day I wake up wish I'm someone else
Cus I see your tears at night and I
Know I'm away but it don't feel right
I could just end it all but I care bout' you and it don't feel right
I still respect your feelings even if you cut me off I mean it
Maybe it's time for healing starting a new chapter's what I'm reading
I gotta break away
Away from all this pain
I know it's not good for me but
I still want to stay
I been at this for too long
Girl I been waiting too long
If you don't want me then just tell me now cus' I don't wanna wait
Put all the pain in my songs
Know I'm not right but you're wrong
Paid for your lashes' for two years for you to got a separate way
And I been trying to hard to love myself
But I just can't do that when you're with me and you're wanting someone else
Girl you make my life a living hell
Wish I saw just who you are man someone I just couldn't tell
Wish I could love you how I love myself
Each day I wake up wish I'm someone else
Cus I see your tears at night and I
Know I'm away but it don't feel right
I could just end it all but I care bout' you and it don't feel right
I still respect your feelings even if you cut me off I mean it
Maybe it's time for healing starting a new chapter's what I'm reading
I gotta break away
Away from all this pain
I know it's not good for me but
I still want to stay
I was the one that was showing up everyday I was giving the effort
How can you tell me that I wasn't there? When I was the only one present
Late nights home so I'm alone more time I miss your presence
Studio session in my zone yeah this was my investment
And I know that it's hard for you
When I can't be the person that you want me too
Cus everyday I wake up hoping that I'll change
Nothing does it's all the same
I guess that I'm the one to blame
For everything I am today, Oh
Wish I could love you how I love myself
Each day I wake up wish I'm someone else
Cus I see your tears at night and I
Know I'm away but it don't feel right
I could just end it all but I care bout' you and it don't feel right
I still respect your feelings even if you cut me off I mean it
Maybe it's time for healing starting a new chapter's what I'm reading
I gotta break away
Away from all this pain
I know it's not good for me but
I still want to stay
Wish I could love you how I love myself
Each day I wake up wish I'm someone else