Till Death Do Us Part

Freezing to death in this rain
I still remember the day
I never thought I'd remember your name
You said you would always be there
For me but you never remained
Forever I drained these memories
Of everything sane
Once psychotic but the clocked and shot
It next to our brain
The clip was empty so I never
Felt the pleasure of pain
But I seriously wish on that day
That thing was equipped with bullets
I pulled the trigger
Now love lets see some bitch to pull it
All of this inconsilling
Nothing can save this killing
I thought you cared for me
Why you running away from feelings
You hold it in your eyes
It wouldn't be to begin
That was jibberish after this you
Won't be breathing again
I was deceived by a friend
Within the demon within
Telling me not to do what I
Needed but I wasn't believing him
You fucking lied you told me you
Would be by my side
If I would of know this was going to happen
I would of tried and make everything better
Instead of letting it rise
You could never decide
Whats worse you were letting me die inside
You fucked up but I don't
Care coz it's over
I've been in colder situations now
That I'm dirty sober
And I promise I would share the
Pain I had with you
Outside of your window with a sniper rifle
And I'm aiming it at you

Stay the fuck away from me bitch I hate you
There ain't no body around that can save you
For what you rightfully deserve
For leaving me not needing me
Never was there never believed in me

I pulled the trigger to
Get her fucking attention
I should have murdered the both of them
But i have nothing against them
I ran up six flights of
Steps, ready to sacrifice
Wasting my last bullet shooting the sky
I cashed my knife, now with full force
Of course the door had a latch inside
So i kicked it open and noticed
Her and her man inside i yelled
Don't act like you never
Fucking deserve this i swung my fist
She fell face first to the surface
I blacked her eye
That asshole tried to pull a gat instead
I swipped it from his hand
And stabbed him in the abdomen
He screamed with dying tones
Not once did he act the dream
Both unconscious so i cover
Their bodies with gasoline
Can't breath, bad luck the bitch I had it
My friend hesitated and then said fuck
It and lit the match
If only you would have cared you
Would of seen how nice I
Am but you never wanted me so
Listen you die for him