I’d tell you it gets better but im not sure it does

You deserve so much better than this
You deserve so much better than this
You deserve so much better than this
You deserve so much better than this
You deserve so much better than this
You deserve so much better than this

I yearn for your beautiful touch
But also scare at the very thought of it
I keep these pictures close to my heart
And they haunt me for it
I pray that you'll gеt better sooner or latеr
But hopefully not the latter
And it might not even matter to you but
I can't wrap my head around what does
For all i knew is lost and i find myself stranded in this confusion

With a firm grip i hold onto these memories
Cus by now they're the only thing left to reassure me
That things can be different from what they are
And if i just push through this
Then maybe the sun will feel like it used to
And i won't cry at the thought of you
And i won't cry at the thought of you
And i won't cry at the thought of you