Honor Roll

Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah

I've been thinking about
How I used to hang out, smoking weed by myself
Now I'm flyin' for real, put my seatbelt on
I'm overseas, soon I'll be somewhere else, yeah
It's funny how it gets so real so fast
Dreaming of the afterlife or maybe I don't have to die
I get so scared sometimes, I don't know what's next for me, I
I don't know what's best for me no more

All my friends doing Adderall (Adderall)
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll (honor roll)
Slurring my speech 'til I said it all (said it all)
Filling my heart with the edibles ('cause I know)
All my friends doing Adderall (Adderall)
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll (honor roll)
Slurring my speech 'til I said it all
Filling my heart with the edibles
It's just that I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry (cry, cry, cry)
(Cry, cry, cry)

I've been fooling around
Sending pics, staying out, zero fucks, it's a cop out
Yeah, I know that my head might be braindead, white flag
I'ma forfeit, too bad, can't stop my world from collapsing
I'm afraid of relapsing 'cause this limbo too fast, I might get carsick
All these moving targets are IP to the home where my heart is
Sometimes I wish I was back where I started

All my friends doing Adderall (Adderall)
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll (honor roll)
Slurring my speech 'til I said it all (said it all)
Filling my heart with the edibles ('cause I know)
All my friends doing Adderall (Adderall)
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll (honor roll)
Slurring my speech 'til I said it all
Filling my heart with the edibles
It's just that I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry (cry, cry, cry)

It's funny how it gets so real so fast (so fast)
Dreaming of the afterlife or maybe I don't have to die
I get so scared sometimes, I don't know what's next for me (next for me)
Don't know what's gotten into me, an entity
But need to leave, leave me be

All my friends doing Adderall (Adderall)
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll (honor roll)
Slurring my speech 'til I said it all (said it all)
Filling my heart with the edibles ('cause I know)
All my friends doing Adderall (Adderall)
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll (honor roll)
Slurring my speech 'til I said it all
Filling my heart with the edibles
It's just that

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh