Alone

So many hard times I've been through even though you were by my side
So many times I've looked at you in the eyes
I'll never know what you have insisde
Hell, could hell be worse?
There's nothing to say, I'm alone
I tried my best to keep things going
Until the day I woke up screaming
Now what's real and what's illusion?
I'm dreaming about you girl
Will I survive your decision?