Inner Conflict

She's waiting for me to say something;
But i just can't
My mind is awake looks like i'm there
I could speak up but i can't relate
My book of life is missing some pages
I've got to go back and read it again
Another relapse at the end of the day
Bad things just don't go away
It's high time i went home alone
I've gotta face the ghosts inside me
Bad feelings, mind in pain
Don't want to keep it bottled up
Be patient please be quiet
It's just an inner conflict
I won't give you any part of me
Until i clean my memory
Troubles appear and turn to fear
I thought i could forget
But it's hard to get out of it
I thought i could forget
She's waiting for me to say something;
But i just can't
My mind is awake looks like i'm there
I could speak up but i can't relate
Be patient please be quiet
It's just an inner conflict
I won't give you any part of me
Until i clean my memory