Pendulum

Forward I'm falling forward
Curbing my doubt here I stay in the game
Convincing myself there's still something to gain

Hopeless Hopelessly Hopeful
I did my best but fell right down
Back to the same damn place again

Will it ever change or is this how I'll remain
Crash and burn I'm still lying here broken

Captured I'm still encaptured
Lured in the water and caught in a cage
I'm still enticed that very same way

Swinging You'll send me swingin
A pendulum hanging down from a chain
Can't escape can't get away

In an escalating oscillating sway
What is it I am just failing to learn
To learn

It won't be long before my will runs dry
Can’t you see the light its still fading from my eyes
It's still these same wounds that are bleeding each time I fall
Down here at the bottom still searching for anything
Is there anything or nothing at all

Cause I feel at best just a fish in your tank
Or a chess piece in this game that you play
Am I more than a pawn and if so
What would you have of me
What would you have of me
Have of me