bad for us

I'm sorry
I couldn't give you the birthday you deserved
It's all my fault, I broke you first
I know that very well
I'm sorry
But I've still got your baseball cap
And the stub of a ticket for a film we skipped
To make out in the back of a cab
(You're fucking lying)
But the long nights and the same fights
We've had for months keep stacking up
And I'm so tired but I can't lie
I kinda like the rush
(I'm sorry)
Screaming from the driver's seat
"If I'm unhappy why don't I just leave"
Staring at the white lines on the pavement
So you don't cry looking at me
(I'm sorry)
Hanging in the air the words we can't take back
Even though I love you
I know myself enough
To know I'm bad for us
It's quiet
When we step onto the sidelines
Take a break from breathless fighting
Knowing I can't give an answer
But I'm trying
Like, the sight of you in pieces
I wanna say I didn't mean it
Try again just like we always do
I hope you sleep better in time
I'll still put your heart in front of mine, I'm
(I'm sorry)
Screaming from the driver's seat
"If I'm unhappy why don't I just leave"
(If I'm unhappy)
Staring at the white lines on the pavement
So you don't cry looking at me
(When you look at me)
(I'm sorry)
Hanging in the air the words we can't take back
(And we can't take it back, bad)
Even though I love you
I know myself enough
To know I'm bad for us
And there's no easy way out
No matter what I say
Your world's gonna come crashing down
You hold me like you're falling
I'm the thing you couldn't bear to lose
It's not your fault I wasn't meant for you
But I'm sorry
If I'm unhappy, why don't I just leave
'Cause you're crying looking at me
Hanging in the air the words we can't take back
Even though I love you
I love you, I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
But I'm bad