Awake In the Wake of a Wave

I can see some trouble up ahead
I haven’t told a single soul, it’s too early to tell
And in this empty hand, I hold an apology
You read between the lines and every word is me
So as we say goodnight, just know that I’m sorry

I’ve been feeling sorry for myself
I haven’t really had the time for anybody else
And in this empty house where no one else can see what I see
Now my eyes are tired and I’m not seeing anything

I know it’s not it’s not your problem when I start to feel this way
So I’m sorry if I’m the reason now that you’re feeling the same

I believe it’s time I should be leaving
And it won’t be long until I’m gone
I don’t belong
I don’t belong

I should say I’m not so good in social situations
Since I saw you Ive been hiding in the back room with my hand over my eyes

I still think the monsters in my head are out to get me
When I said I’d make you proud
Guess what I lied
I never tried
I never tried

I don’t belong
I don’t belong