Sinking, Flying

I didn't get any sleep last night
But that's not why I'm tired
I'm sick and still behind the doors
I've always wanted to kick down
Nobody knows that I'm here
I don't think anyone cares
Under the lashes
Afraid of smudging the lines
No one to tell I'm crying
Get me out, get me in
I'm terrified of sinking
I'm here
But I don't know why
Behind the fashion
Of this scene
That's grown so nauseous
Before the clapping hands
Of scripts
That feel so cautious
Get me out, get me in
I'm terrified of flying
I'm here
But I don't know why