Face to Name

I lost a friend of mine I couldn't put
A face to a name I didn't know
I lost all track of the time

Inside your room now
I couldn't find a single trace of me in here
If I said goodbye would you mind

Would I waste my time
Stuck in this existential rain you passed onto me
When I was lonely
When I was down out of my mind

I've never seen such a lonelier sky
In January so blue
Wish I could gaze right on through

And Im searching for the pay stub
Just to ease my second mind
This shit gets old
Its my demise

Four leaf clover on my tongue
Too many times over
Now I've lost half my mind
Stuck in this existential rain I got myself in
But it feels homely
And I don't mind feeling at home