Awake

So many things that you can't change
And every color seems to fade
The nightmares creep in,
You can't breathe
They're everywhere
"The textbooks tell a life's cliche"
Are you afraid?
A deep dive into the end of the world
It's nothing you've ever seen before
A perception that's faded by your own words
Not here, not now, it's all a horror show
If I step back, could I rewind the time I've lost
On everyone that didn't deserve my love?
(A horror show)
In the end I'll know
As all your colors glow
A skyline paint in blood
From everyone that's ever done me wrong
But what's a man without a threshold
You have deceived yourself too long
An animal, encaged, enraged yet your desire remains
To step back and reset
I can't step back, I can't rewind the time I've lost
and everyone that really deserved my love
(now they're gone)
In the end I knew
What mattered was always you
I'll live my life for you
Prove everyone that they were always wrong