It's Not Ok

It's not OK and I won't say so
Til I'm good and read to let this one go
This on stopped me cold put me on my knees
Say "god if you're listening take this cup from me."

It's not OK, and it can't be right
Any kind of good sense has taken flight
All I can do now is hold on tight
Saying "god if you're listening, stay close tonight."

There is no reason, there is no fault or blame
There is no justice or jury
No judge
There is no mercy
There are no names
I''s not OK and it feels like hell

And how long this thing will ache, no one can tell
No one promised life was going to be fair
God are you listening, are you even there?
It's not OK, so lay me down

Beside the still waters before I drown
From this dark valley is where I'm bound
Gonna leave what I've lost and keep what I've found
Gonna leave what I've lost