emotionally unavailable

Situationships and one night stands
Commitment issues, if something's wrong we pack our bags
'Cause we've got five on the go and they already know
'Cause nobody wants one person to have that much control
Over their hearts
Childhood trauma makes it so damn hard to love
These days, these days

But you've been so good to me, you've been so patient
Giving me grace, while I go make all these mistakes
I'm trying to open up
Put my heart out there to trust

Emotionally unavailable
Unavailable, unavailable
Emotionally unavailable
But you gotta know that I'm trying, oh

I wanna love you
Don't wanna give this space
I wanna know you
I wanna be that place you can go
When you just need someone to hold, so
Can you stay while I figure this out?
While I start fresh and turn shit around?
Babe, I promise I'm starting right now
Right now (right now)

'Cause I know there's love waiting for me
On the other side of that door
Think it's time I go and explore
'Cause I can't be, can't be afraid anymore

Emotionally unavailable
Unavailable, unavailable
Emotionally unavailable
But you gotta know that I'm trying, oh

I wanna love you (I wanna love)
Don't wanna give this space (I wanna love)
I wanna know you (I wanna know)
I wanna be that place you can go (I wanna be)
When you just need someone to hold, so
Can you stay while I figure this out?
While I start fresh and turn shit around?
Babe, I promise I'm starting right now
Right now