Marriage

I'm gonna get happy
I'm gonna tell em it was all for you
That I am so lucky
I'm gonna show em deep down somewhere in my heart there's love
There's us
I'm gonna get happy

I'm gonna get angry
I'm gonna tell em it was not for them
That I am so lucky
I'm gonna show em deep down somewhere in my heart there's love
There's us
I'm gonna get happy

I'll listen when you talk
I'll whistle when you walk
I'll tell everyone there's nothing in my heart but love
You wanna keep a secret?
Okay, so do I
I'll tell everyone there's nothing in my heart but love

I'd ask you to marry me, but you'd say no
I'd ask you to marry me, but you'd say
I know that's it's stupid, I'm sorry, I know
But I'd ask you to marry me, but you'd say no

I know that we're trying and it's not our fault
By now I'd be lying, regret all I'm taught
But something is different, it's you and the thought
It's dragging me up yeah it's all that I got

I thought about dying, I thought it might help
I picture you crying, can't live with with myself
I know that it's selfish, it's hard when it's hell
My time isn't done here, there's life in me still

Our family is growing, someday we'll be full
A birthday card drawing of Charles St and all
The flowers are blooming, it's summer, you spell
The petals in black but they're pink I can tell

And in the top bedroom, and in that warm bed
pour salt on my wounds, Yeah you did what you said
You'll love me forever until we're both dead
You'll love me forever until we're both dead

I'd ask you to marry me, but you'd say no
I'd ask you to marry me, but you'd say no
It's all making sense i will finally know happiness is living through the ones that you love