Habit

surely i'll break this habit - us
surely i'll come back from this misuse - trust
not every wound here can be numb or let go of
can't you just stay, pretend you love or loved

could you stand there like that
keep your eyes on me
for one more minute
before I let us become small

and you say that it wasn't me at all
and i still think it's always been my fault
so all my friends keep telling me - there's some one
but in my twisted state of heart - there's no one

stand there like that
keep your eyes on me
for one more minute
let our habit be
it's so automatic
the avalanche
of knowing i loved you
and you just can't back

the places that we go
are the places that i take you
when i'm driving all alone
acting like you're sitting next to me
driving all over my head
like the world was disappearing
like the world was only us
like the world was only us

stand there like that
keep your eyes on me
for one more minute
let our habit be
it's so automatic
the avalanche
of knowing i loved you
and you just can't back