Nimbus
I reach down inside
Only to find
A fondness so captivating
It plagues my mind
I can't take in all of thee abuse that you have dumped on me
It's changing me to something just as ugly I don't want to be
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Knives in my eyes I can't seem to forget
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Cling to a memory that does not exist
Hold my breath
Until the sun rises
yet another fucking day
The clouds cast shadows
As deep as the trenches
The stars revolt
Amongst the sky
Our feeble god
Has passed me by
A blinded eye
A crippled hand
Not one soul
Has tried to mend
Why must I
Die inside
A cloud of shame
A loss of pride
Intrusive thoughts
Have been blown wide
When I'm 6 below
Not a soul ask why