BeAuTiFuL

You always go out with size XL
'Cause you don't wanna show your body no
You always feel like you're fixating
On the silliest things that you can
You can never go out without makeup
'Cause you can't even look into the mirror
You wish no one could ever see your face
But masks aren't an everyday thing no more
It's scary when you lie to yourself
They say you look tired
But it's because you are
Beautiful, you're beautiful
You're so fucking beautiful
But I can't tell you
'Cause I'm pretty sure
I hate you
Beautiful, you're beautiful
You're so fucking beautiful
But I can't tell you
'Cause I'm pretty sure
I hate you
(It's scary when you lie to yourself)
You always go out with size XL
'Cause you don't wanna show your body no
They call you up, but you're not home
You're in your head, counting the hours
You haven't eaten in two days
'Cause when you try, you think of your waist
I know, I know
I should stop thinking about it
I know, I know
It's scary when you lie to yourself
They say you look tired
But it's because you are
When people ask you if you're okay
Your default answer is
"Fuck no"
Beautiful, you're beautiful
You're so fucking beautiful
But I can't tell you
'Cause I'm pretty sure
I hate you
Beautiful, you're beautiful
You're so fucking beautiful
But I can't tell you
'Cause I'm pretty sure
I hate you
It's scary when you lie to yourself
You always go out with size XL
It's scary when you lie to yourself
You always go out with size XL
Beautiful, you're beautiful
You're so fucking beautiful
But I can't tell you
'Cause I'm pretty sure
I hate you
Beautiful, you're beautiful
You're so fucking beautiful
But I can't tell you
'Cause I'm pretty sure
I hate you
Beautiful, you're beautiful
You're so fucking beautiful
But I can't tell you
'Cause I'm pretty sure
I hate you
Beautiful, you're beautiful
You're so fucking beautiful
But I can't tell you
'Cause I'm pretty sure
I hate you