What a Time

What a time
I never thought that I'd have butterflies
I'm used to never seeing eye to eye
Still taking my time cause I don't wanna fuck up chances at love
But I don't wanna find love in the club
These days I'm screaming fuck my enemies
Can't let em drain my energy
Really I'm just tryna build my legacy
They tryna read my mind
Figure me out like telepathy
They saying I'm the chosen one
I guess that's in my pedigree
Feeling I'm seconds away from losing control
Niggas hate me on the low because they bitch wanna bone
I don't walk around with poles but I got me a flow
And as a nigga get old I see the world get cold
Shit changes
They love it when you nameless
They love it when you brainless
You put yourself first then you notice all the changes
They say my time coming I Aint worried cause I'm patient
I hate it when bitches think I'm the one that they can play with
My heart in one place my mind in another
I can't even close my eyes I died a little inside
I tried to make it work but it don't always work out
I tried to keep it all together like the man of the house
But guilt kills me and voices In my head just make it worst
I'm a gemini I give you both sides all in the verse
I'm cursed as a search and lurk through old memories
I realize I'm the problem gotta kill my old tendencies
Who a friend to me you riding or not
Don't show me love and then pray that I flop
I got the drop that niggas is still plotting they been hating for years
Corny niggas pocket watching with peers
Why the fuck would I care
Irv gone and might be gone for some years
Penny died and that shit left me with tears
I know this life aint fear but fuck it we just learn to roll with the punches
I'm on a mission don't got time for the fussing

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