Precious thoughts

I've been waiting for like one point six years
And it takes seven months just for me to get here
I'm scared to touch Earth, I guess I'm facing my fears
I'm finally climbing outta limbo cause the moon flies near
I've been so high that I've forgotten your face
And all I got left is this fine, ornate vase
It sits on my desk holding treasured crops
But why do I protect my vase of precious thoughts

(And if I knew what I know now)
And I feel kinda free
(And if I knew what I know now)
I think I can breathe
(And if I knew what I know now)
See all the sugar-topped trees
(And if I knew what I know now)
Cause I'm fallin' like leaves
(And if I knew what I know now)
This journey was the worst
(And if I knew what I know now)
We live so we learn
(And if I knew what I know now I wouldn't be the same
If I knew what I know now)
And I was always scared to touch down with hurt
So I listen around to the sounds of the Earth
Knew what I know now
And I feel kinda free
(And if I knew what I know now)
I think I can breathe
(And if I knew what I know now)
Through all the sugar-topped trees
(And if I knew what I know now)
Cause I'm fallin' like leaves
(And if I knew what I know now)
This journey was the worst
(And if I knew what I know now)
We live so we learn
(And if I knew what I know now I wouldn't take it back
If I knew what I know now)
And I was always scared to touch down with hurt
So I listen around to the sounds of the Earth

So I made you cut me off
So I couldn't see your face
And I needed you to hate me
So I wouldn't feel this pain
I'm finally landing now
I hope I never felt the shade
And this song is what it is
Cause I can never say your name
I'm sayin' what I can
I'll keep your name out my mouth
I was riding sky high
But it's time that I come down
I'm lookin' at the vase
To see how the plant is doin' now
You never saw the flower buddin'
Well today, it's gonna sprout
And

(And if I knew what I know now)
And I feel kinda free
(And if I knew what I know now)
I think I can breathe
(And if I knew what I know now)
See all the sugar-topped trees
(And if I knew what I know now)
Cause I'm fallin' like leaves
(And if I knew what I know now)
This journey was the worst
(And if I knew what I know now)
We live so we learn
(And if I knew what I know now I wouldn't be the same
If I knew what I know now)
Was scared to touch down with hurt
So I listen around to the sounds of the Earth
Knew what I know now
And I feel kinda free
(And if I knew what I know now)
I think I can breathe
(And if I knew what I know now)
Through all the sugar-topped trees
(And if I knew what I know now)
Cause I'm fallin' like leaves
(And if I knew what I know now)
This journey was the worst
(And if I knew what I know now)
We live so we learn
(And if I knew what I know now I wouldn't take it back
If I knew what I know now)
And I was always scared to touch down with hurt
So I listen around to the sounds of the Earth

And as I touch down after being in the clouds
I'm landing on the ground with a lack of self-doubt
I'm running right now, I could scream, I can shout
And you'll never hear this album so you'll never hear me out
My vase of precious thoughts is still living on my shelf
Such a blessing and a curse as I flew through living hell
Even though I lost you, I never really took an L
Cause to stop liking you I had to learn to like myself
And

(Knew what I know now)
And I finally feel free
(And if I knew what I know now)
I think I can breathe
(And if I knew what I know now)
I can see the sugar-topped trees
(And if I knew what I know now)
Yeah, and I'm fallin' like leaves
(And if I knew what I know now)
This journey was the worst
(And if I knew what I know now)
We live so we learn
(And if I knew what I know now I wouldn't take it back
If I knew what I know now)
I touch down with hurt
So I listen around to the sounds of the Earth