Brief State of Confusion

I won't deny my panic
Is this it or is this limbo?
Who sets off the fire again?

Early onset jealousy
Finally settled by therapy
Of my mother and friends

Are we cold or are we leaving
Are we happy or are we bleeding
Are we negotiating by time or by text

Ahhhhhh I'm reading too much into it!
My doors are open
My eyes have closed up shop for the day

Sweet relief, oh sweet relief
I'm waiting for a release
One day, one day, one day, one day
One day, one day, one day, one day
One day, one day, one day, one day
One day, one day, one day, one day