sentiens

Learning to hate you
When I love you
Helps me make do without you
Don't have much sense in it
But you were my sentien
Yearning to break through
Float above blue
Recreate views that we knew
When you were my sentien
Feelings cosentient
We only live on in a past life
And in visions of chrome that recant lies
But I'm missing that glowing that casts light
Like the sol, like the sol
Sentien
My sentience
Create feeling in me again, again
These days, you feel like an alien
In deep space, while i'm a mere sapien
Can't keep pace, i'm losing my radiance
Radiance
In each way, you lifted my sentience
To dream states, an angelic semblance
Now estranged, euphoric remembrance
Til the end
I know a light has got your eyes off me my love
A feeling so bright he's got your heart alive for once
But I see a family
Running with our genes
Endless fields of green
Dying history
My sentiens
My sentiens
I'll lay the four of us to rest
To rest