Feel a Way

Baby, lately I've been goin' all kinda crazy
I should be with you, I've been here too long
But I can't do with you, I can do alone
Baby, save me, you know you're the Bee to my Jay-Z
Everyday to love, gettin' crazy
Yeah, uh

Baby, lately I've been feelin' all kinda crazy
I should be with you, I've been here too long
But I can't do with you, I can do alone
Baby, save me, you know you're the Bee to my Jay-Z
Everyday to love, gettin' crazy
Still I feel a way

When I give love, should I feel this way?
And when I ask for nothin', should I still be paid?
Maybe what I expect isn't really fair
It seems like I respect 'em because I really care
But no protection leaves me ill prepared
So when they left me, I felt like I should still be there
And there I was, I dare not run
Put my whole world on hold and here I come
That was like the unwritten code where I'm from
I could barely be breathin' and I share my lung
Favor upon favor makin' everyone feel safer
Meanwhile, I can't control my behavior (wow)
Allow me to speak candidly
I left college to help my family
Stayed in a nest that I planned to leave
First time I lost my sanity (crazy)
Yeah, Nebuchadnezzar
Prayin' when it seems like it'll never get better

Mya, I gave her to God before the Devil can get her (gone)
I'm a soldier in the army of the Lord
Me and Shayna was the calm before the storm
Being together? Oh, we weren't sure
I remember her on IG, I saw her once before
The thorn in my sides just keeps diggin' deeper
Gotta keep her, I would never leave her
What can I say? I'm a student, she's a teacher
School of Roses, baby (wait), uhh
My worst days were performing School of Roses on stage
The coach tried to make me play my role
I thank God they didn't take my soul (pause)
I took matters into my own hands
Tried facin' the music, we slow danced
You know, and everything that comes with it
So much business I left unfinished

Baby, lately, I've been feelin' all kinda crazy
I should be with you, I've been here too long
But I can't do with you, I can do alone
Baby, save me, you know you're the Bee to my Jay-Z
Everyday to love, gettin' crazy

But still I feel a way
And you feel I'm still away
Not a dream, I'm still awake
You're my real life getaway
But still I feel a way
And you feel I'm still away
Not a dream, I'm still awake
You're my real life getaway

Uhh, baby, let's chase the feeling
And when we got to the top, maybe we'll break the ceiling
It only took a glance for you to make me yours
I never looked love in the eye before
I'll be sure to tell you how I feel about you every night and day
When it comes to makin' love, you're kinda sorta a connoisseur
I'll end all to be all
Ever since I met you out in Crenshaw

Baby, lately, I've been feelin' all kinda crazy
I should be with you, I've been here too long
But I can't do with you, I can do alone
Baby, save me, you know you're the Bee to my Jay-Z
Everyday to love, gettin' crazy

But still I feel a way
And you feel I'm still away
Not a dream, I'm still awake
You're my real life getaway
But still I feel a way
And you feel I'm still away
Not a dream, I'm still awake
You're my real life getaway