dark thoughts

(Oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh)
If love is suicide, call me suicidal

If love is suicide, call me suicidal
You broke my heart and stole my vitals
On my own, ain't no shoulder I cry on
All alone, walking on a tightrope
These drugs ain't gon' kill me
But anxiety gon' do the job, make me bleed
Too many demons, I can't kill em all
I want peace
Leave me alone , let me be

I'm just fine, I'm alright, I'm ok
These are all lies
I haven't been myself in a long time
I wanna feel myself, it's been a long time
I gave her all of me, so tell me why
I was the right one at the wrong time
Hope I'm in the twilight zone for life
I'ma never come back down, I'm too high
And I know it ain't right
But can you tell me what's right?
I'm living my life
Thought she was my wife
Guess I was wrong
All along
Now it's fuck that hoe, yeah, it's fuck that
I wanna fuck that hoe, wanna fuck that
I wanna love that hoe, wanna love that
Now it's fuck that hoe, yeah, it's fuck but
I wanna love that hoe too much

If love is suicide, call me suicidal
You broke my heart and stole my vitals
On my own, ain't no shoulder I cry on
All alone, walking on a tightrope
These drugs ain't gon' kill me
But anxiety gon' do the job, make me bleed
Too many demons, I can't kill em all
I want peace
Leave me alone, let me be

All I ever wanted was drugs, money and love
All I ever got was pain
Ain't no luck, ain't no love, it's just drugs
I'm still waiting for the one coming from above
It's funny how our love turned to dust
It's funny how you said our love wasn't love
One thing's for certain
I gave my all
And I would do it all over again
I watched your love fade away
There blows the wind
You turned away
You ran away
I contemplate
Can't concentrate
You're all up on my mind, girl
Damn, you always stole my time, like, yeah
I know something wasn't right, right
Not alright, I'm not fine
I need you to confide

If love is suicide, call me suicidal
You broke my heart and stole my vitals
On my own, ain't no shoulder I cry on
All alone, walking on a tightrope
These drugs ain't gon' kill me
But anxiety gon' do the job, make me bleed
Too many demons, I can't kill em all
I want peace
Leave me alone, let me be