BEING DIFFERENT
INTRO
This song is a hard song for me because I'm finally changing, I'm so sorry for all the things I've done in my past and I'm sorry for the hurt I brought. Now as I see what's going on, I just don't want to change because I'm scared of this new me and I'm scared no one will accept me for it. Please don't leave me when I need you most
VERSE 1
Why am I so different
God why did you make me different
Why is it so hard to fit in
God can't you see I'm struggling to be different
I don't want to be like others
I just want to be liked by others
Why is it hard to fit in
Why do I have to be different
PRE-CHORUS
Looking in thе mirror and not knowing who I am
Reaching out for someone but no onе reaches out their hand
God do you know where I am
Why am I so different
Chorus
It's hard not knowing who I am
It's hard not being able to hold onto a hand
I know I can't control this
God, please show me how to be different
I want to be different
Oh oh oh different
VERES 2
I'm walking with my head facing the ground
Why do I feel so alone right now
God where are the people you gave me
Where are my friends and family
What are you trying to show me
PRE-CHORUS
Looking in the mirror and not knowing who I am
Reaching out for someone but no one reaches out their hand
God do you know where I am
Why am I so different
CHORUS
It's hard not knowing who I am
It's hard not being able to hold onto a hand
I know I can't control this
God, please show me how to be different
I want to be different
Oh oh oh different
VERSE 3
This is hard for me
I know I said I would change
Now I can't
I mean
Wait where was I going
When I turned 17 I didn't think I could die
But tonight i said my final goodbye
And I watched myself die
PRE-CHORUS
Looking in the mirror and not knowing who I am
Reaching out for someone but no one reaches out their hand
God do you know where I am
Why am I so different
CHORUS
It's hard not knowing who I am
It's hard not being able to hold onto a hand
I know I can't control this
God, please show me how to be different
I want to be different
Oh oh oh different
VERSE 4
There's a hole inside my heart
I know I've felt this way before
But this time its brought me crying to the floor
WHY GOD
Do you even see me hurting
Do you see me crying
Are you filling up this coffin with dirt
God why are you letting me die
PRE-CHORUS
Looking in the mirror and not knowing who I am
Reaching out for someone but no one reaches out their hand
God do you know where I am
Why am I so different
CHORUS
It's hard not knowing who I am
It's hard not being able to hold onto a hand
I know I can't control this
God, please show me how to be different
I want to be different
Oh oh oh different
VERSE 5
Tattoos, earrings, man they don't make me cool
I always thought they did
Honestly, I'm surprised I haven't dropped out of school
Man, I wish I could go back to being a kid again
But I guess i can't
I don't want to change
All I want
I just want to do something that makes people notice me
Not dying, i wish i didn't cry
But maybe its the tears that help
Maybe its the words I say
Maybe its the flames from hell
Maybe its the world i live in today
Is this me finally changing
PRE-CHORUS
Looking in the mirror and not knowing who I am
Reaching out for someone but no one reaches out their hand
God do you know where I am
Why am I so different
CHORUS
It's hard not knowing who I am
It's hard not being able to hold onto a hand
I know I can't control this
God, please show me how to be different
I want to be different
Oh oh oh different