WHY GOD (can’t change)

INTRO
Is this who I really am

VERSE 1
This is getting harder as time goes by, I keep laying in bed staring up at the eyes while my eyes tear up as I ask the question WHY, God this is when I need you the most, everyone wants me to be someone different but that would mean ending this version of me and that scares me because change is a scary thing

CHORUS (X2)
I can't change no not today, i can't change not in a million ways, but i want to, i want to change today

VERSE 2
If i had changed would you have stayed, if i had changed would you have loved me again today, maybe if i had changed maybe you still would have left me alone today?

CHORUS (X2)
I can't change no not today, i can't change not in a million ways, but I want to, i want to change today

VERSE 3
Is this really who I am, is it true that no one is reaching out their hand, everyone is wanting me to end this, look, I know the devil is real and he is taking control of me, and its affecting me in such a weird way, maybe i shouldn't even be here today, wait I have something left to say

CHORUS (X2)
I can't change no not today, I can't change not in a million ways, but I want to, I want to change today

BRIDGE
I can't fade out tonight, I can't die tonight, there's no way in hell I'm going to hell, if I'm telling anyone farewell it's going to be the devil, ha go back to hell

CHORUS (X2)
I can't change no not today, i can't change not in a million ways, but i want to, i want to change today