Icarus

Gimme a second
Gimme a break
I'm at the end of my line
Stressed to the point where I break
I'm at a tipping point
Tell me is anything real
I feel like everything fake
Everyone fake
Tellin me nothin for real
I don't got nothing to say
It's all in my head
Out of my mind lately
I been on the grind instead
Try to fly up to the sky but the music died now I'm back on the ground again
I don't really get in my bed no more
My mind don't break don't bend no more
I don't know who I am no more
Thought I was a man with the plan oh no
But the plan no go
Don't need no snow season
Don't keep breathin you might catch my cold
No more rhyme or reason
I'm done doin what I'm told
It's crazy how the world is willingly remote controlled
I coulda sworn that all of this has been foretold

Once upon a time there was a boy who wanted it all
He wanted to be famous wanted to be the greatest
And that lie they sold to him got a hold of him
He took the dopamine and let his mind be infiltrated

Off them mushrooms felt like Mario he double jumpin
Thought he could jump so high he reach and touch the clouds or something
But then he fell cuz all the glue that held his wings together melted cuz he put his faith in things that ain't amount to nothin

Learning not to hold grudges I'm learning how to be humble
I'm learning things that I shoulda known back when I was younger
Yes I know I'm still a youngster
But wisdom is more that just rearranging numbers

I still got the hunger for knowledge
I wanna go to college
And do more with my life than becoming an alcoholic
I wanna build a foundation on something solid
You try your sword I'll take the my pen and cut everyone out their boxes